Alright, alright...

[CS Revolked]

Call me paranoid or whatever, but am I the only one watching the creeping decline of forum activity?

I mean, only me and LS were online in the last 24 hours.

Yeah, call me someone whose got nothing better to do with their time but we normally get the regulars pop in and do a quick post. TW, FM5, Blaze... Where are you guys?

I understand it's September. I understand. I just started Year 13 properly today (woot A2 courses)

But, I'm scared. Heck, I'll admit it, I'm a scared little kid.

Know why? Because this is the main outlet to get to most of you guys. >< If I don't have this outlet then I'll suffer, wither and then die. ^^

Don't worry, that's an exaggeration.

I don't want the RPs to suffer. We've all come so far with them to just let them die like this (especially when I have so many cool plans that I wanna implement, like other people do)

Heh, maybe I am being paranoid... it's a Friday, several hours to the weekend... I really should have more hope in people.

I should wait. I can't give up. I have to understand that people have lives outside this expanse of cyberspace and coding.

This all sounds pretty selfish... but I'm not a selfish person... well, maybe I can be a little selfish, but can't everyone? Not everyone's perfect. Perfection is a myth 'round dese parts. ^^

I just wanna know what's going on. I feel like I'm being left in the dark. I feel confused.
My mind is just filled to the tip with so many questions, and sadly, not enough answers.
Everywhere my eyes dart I see a question. I see myself wondering... and then I see myself burning in a pit of smouldering flames... but that isn't meant to happen, that's my own embraced abnormality. ^^

Heh, yeah, trying to put humour into a bleak situation.

So, if you have been absent for some time, please update us.
I don't expect people to make themselves carapaces like myself (and I'm a very proud hollow carapace too ^^), but...

I don't really know. Haha! This makes me laugh. It makes me have the biggest smile I can muster on my face. This is a weird situation... and I'm sure I'll digress. You could even call it SPAM without intending to be, and if necessary can be deleted once sweet normality comes to plague us ONCE AGAIN!

HUZZAH! *epic pose*

Let us rally the troops for battle against despair, convolution and chaos! We shalt not let them attack the Castle.

CSR! Station the archers on the battlements!

Haunter! Ready the pizza throwing children!

Tymki! Bring us Harry teh Hat!

and on FM5's word we shall make haste and attack them with conviction and certainty!

*facepalm*

Basically... Just tell us... or me, whichever floats your boat more, what exactly is happening.

Confusion and befuddlement be a very bad thing.

[FlameMaster5]

Well, honestly, college. XD
That and the fact that my friend Ray actually has been seeing me more. :3

Sorry, I know I've been gone terribly long, it feels like months to me!
Time goes by really fast, and sometimes you can barely even catch up. XD

[CS Revolked]

Oh no!

That's fine! I didn't want you to feel like that!

I understand, I've been running around sorting out my Coursework and stuff. I'm getting back into a new routine. *gasp [Manly Man]!*

So, it's fine that you've been social and stuff. That's fine. I don't wanna restrict people and cram them all into my own little world. Heck, I'd rather they be happy, even if that was without me.

[Haunter 360]

I'm rubbing soap on mah face.
It's a living.

[FlameMaster5]

Sept 2, 2011 11:27:18 GMT -5 CS Revolked said:

Oh no!

That's fine! I didn't want you to feel like that!

I understand, I've been running around sorting out my Coursework and stuff. I'm getting back into a new routine. *gasp [Manly Man]!*

So, it's fine that you've been social and stuff. That's fine. I don't wanna restrict people and cram them all into my own little world. Heck, I'd rather they be happy, even if that was without me.

It's ok, I know what you meant.
You missed us! :3
*huggles Ames*

I want to write often.
But for me, I have to have open windows of time because...
Well, sadly, I take FOREVER. XD

[CS Revolked]

Nah, Nah. It's all good!

Just ben walking around. I've finally put Alex's profile up along with Amy's. They look so much better. Now, anyone else I put up will be by viewer discretion. Need to look over and make any necessary adjustments, and then I'll have that done.

Oh and I'm starting to write up The Chronicles of Crystal Amy again, my book, if you can't remember the password to my section PM me and I'll give you it!

And I've been making Crystal Peak on Total Miner, it's like Minecraft (almost a carbon copy with some differences) and it's on the Xbox 360. So far I have done it, half way through the mountain.
Half done Neutrino, done Brackey's Factory (inside and out, the room where Alex was sealed looks ah-maz-ing) and I have done Rydor, a little insignificant town on the continent.

So yeah, and I need to do my Research Investigation 1st draft by my birthday. I'M GONNA BE 18 GUYS!

I so do not know what to do for my birthday! At all! But I can come home early! I have a free period last lesson! Woop for me!

It's fascinating how silent I am in lessons and school, I'm quite serious, quiet, almost austere, but here... it's like a whole different person!
I wouldn't like loads of people seeing the outspoken me though. That... that wouldn't bode well.

Oh wait! So sorry, I never meant for me to digress!

I'll just post this now before Alex slaps me! *protects self with cushions whilst she navigates the mouse to the post reply button*

[FlameMaster5]

I wasn't at all outspoken until College. ^^
Also WoW with vent helped me, too.
Now...
I'm not really scared to speak out. :3

Well, I hope your B-day will be fun! ^^


I hope I can write more tomorrow--twas short today, but getting me excited! :3

[CS Revolked]

Everything starts off small.
Just do well in college for me, and for everyone else who matters to you, and for me, hey?
We can talk when you pass with flyin' colours.
Like myself, I'm goin' for all A's BABY! Yeah, light that brain fire, storm those exams!
Show the world how awesome we are!

[Deleted]

Uni prepping and sheer laziness on my part.

[Timewarp]

I was on holiday like I said in leaving and returning. Sorry I didn't mention. Cool to know people noticed I was gone (in a good way)

[CS Revolked]

^^

Thanks for explaining guys.

[Tymki]

This is what happens when I leave for a week. The forum goes into decline. -_-

I was busy trying to show that I am not addicted to the internet. I go on it waaay too much. So I was busy dieting, sleeping over with friends, doing cross stitch, reading Scott Pilgrim and Harry Potter. I also jogged and hung out with my boyfriend. Mum and I (here I am being all gramatically correct) did a bit of exploring. We've lived in the same place for 16 years, and we never explored Thanet's coastal route properly. We also spread out the coastal route to Herne Bay and Whitstable. (So weird, we've never actually been to Whitstable before. It's really pretty.)

So yeah. I won't apologise, because I've had a great time, but I will assure you that I'm going to be on more.
One thing I've got out of this... erm... week or two of internet free time is that we need to live life more. I think we shouldn't let the internet rule our life (she says using said internet). I mean, we should go out, do active things, enjoy what little sunshine we have left until it's winter. Life's for living. Live it.

...

*Gets bricked by the internet gods*

[CS Revolked]

You have a boyfriend do you?

Since when? How comes you never tell me these things?!

T_T I feel so neglected.

At least Alex still tells me things!

Alex: Umm.. No I don't. I wouldn't tell you diddly squat.

My life feels like it's declining... Ugh....

[Timewarp]

Maybe her boyfriend is anti-1D. Even worse he is 1D...

[CS Revolked]

And since when did 1D come into this...?